Feel so blessed after a long sleep, I woke up with multi-messages from everyone :) I am loved and I am touched , feel happy reading some message, especially from my Mum, my old IT Teacher. They are all wonderful women in my eye, I got a lot of inspiration from them. Feel so blessed that I am still able to talk to them, feel the love from them day by day, it's just simply great.
This year definitely marks an unforgettable, impressive and memorable memory in my life. Let's go through what had happened this year :)
Jan 2011 : yes a silence birthday celebration, unexpected but not surprised when you didn't know my birthday haha, but it's ok since I also didn't tell you :) Flying back to Singapore on the 1st, having some little celebration with my GodMum :) They are so sweet and very supportive to me. We barely knew each others last time, but see how life turns us to be . I feel happy when I am with them and that's enough for me.
Feb 2011: feeling down after receiving Imagine Cup 2011 result, we didn't make it to second round. However, that was the time when I enjoy the most, running round and round to get support from authority for our project , yet I was happy back then
Mar 2011: despite the fact that school opens in April, yet we decided to start our project a bit early, digging into unknown technology - ArcGIS . we had much difficult time to figure out even a simplest thing - how to draw a 3D shape , Google has proven that it is indeed our best friend all the time. I still remember one time, when JA and I went back to our school foodcourt 5 for discussion, we stayed till late to just figure out how to draw a bloody hell 3D things, trying our from google earth, google stretch up, and so on. funny yet busy testing out the new source
Apr - Jun 2011: busy time for everyone, for the rest it is a deadline for phase 1 project, when they have to present their idea and yet, we need to deliver our products in good shape - guess the thought of it is already tiring enough :) but we made it !!!! Awesome memorable memory when once we stayed up till very late at foodcourt 6, till all the light was blackout, yet the only source of lightening was from our laptop, we still worked on it !! such a devoted group at that time <3
Jun - I hate Jun and Dec , simply because this is exam time :) stress-level slowly yet steadily shoot up when I took 3 papers at 1 time, Law - Tax - Finance paper, awesome yet tiring :) I somehow like Law much, guess it was because the logic behind each case, the moment when you read the case, think of which law should be applied to it, think of how to turn the logic part out, and then what is the final solution for it , the feeling is just so great - despite of memorizing thousands of theories, case names and so on, I enjoyed it :) Till now, I still like Law a lot, but the thought of pursuing a Law Degree strikes me, I guess I am simply enjoy it T____T
Jul 2011: I will definitely remember this day 26 Jul 2011 . The final round for SLA Spatial Challenge 2011, which was held at National Library, everyone was nervous yet we were all able to make it through. the moment when the MC announced who was the winner <3 I could not hold myself back and yet, I screamed haha , the scream of joy :) we smiled, we felt so blessed, we felt touched , that moment was simply unforgettable.
Aug 2011: Entering into 2nd competition SiTF 2011, enjoyed a little performance from the event, yet everyone was so nervous, waiting endlessly for the announcement. when "VivaStudio" name was announced, we hugged each others. The feeling of being a team, we love and treasure each other :) we proudly walked to the stage and got our little "star" awards, taking multi-pictures and enjoyed our little dinner at the Art House, feel extremely happy :)
Sep 2011: Receiving a very good support from school, all 5 of us were sponsored to participate in International Competition level - APICTA 2011 . Such an honored we received. Upgrading systems and touching up in our presentation skill were definitely a "must-do-it" if we wanted to present tertiary student category to participate in this event.
How could I ever forget this memorable experience with all my awesome Green Transformer teammates ! We all went to Inner Mongolia, China and had a wonderful community service together. Despite the cool weather on the field, our tiredness, our back pain and so on, we all made it till 1133 trees, beyond our little target of 1111 trees. Tonnes of memorable things, how could I ever forget this. I enjoyed every small moment with them, when we were on the bus travelling back-and-forth from the field, enjoy 第几个100天, 心痛, etc :) I love all these songs, somehow the lyric is very meaningful to me <3 Only 2 weeks, yet it left a deep mark in my heart, in my life ! I feel so great to be part of them, to be a friend of them :)
Oct 2011: much anticipating for the Thailand trip ( Apicta), 3rd competition and knowing my Internship attachment posting , we simply felt glad for whatever we had. Our short "holiday" in Pattaya, Thailand was simply great. The first time I played "Flying Lantern" and of course, can't forget making a wish as well :)
Nov 2011 - Dec 2011 : Internship Attachment finally "started" to us :) It was a great opportunity when the company really let me participate in real projects, got a chance to meet awesome people in the industry, experienced and learnt at the same time <3 Gotta work with awesome, yet funny consultants, I felt so happy about it, despite the stress and tiredness after a long day at work.
Dec 2011 : multiple awesome events happened continuously made me feel overwhelmed with joy :) Started by company workshop, when they secretly celebrated birthday for all Dec colleagues, and yes I was one of them ( only 2 of us ) I am a Dec-girl haha <3 speechless when you announced who was the birthday girl, don't you know you could be a great actress, especially when during lunch, we were happily talking about each other birthday, then went to buy birthday cakes & stuffs together. then indeed you are one of the organizers <3
- 2nd early birthday celebration with one of my closest member from Green Transformer team - Guess I did make a right decision to join that trip, without going there, I wouldn't ever meet and know all of them, and yet all these happen moments couldn't ever happen. She looked pretty much that time, going to compliment on her outfit and then I was the one being surprised when she took out 2 little cute birthday cakes :) how thoughtful you were :)
- awesome Green Transformers xMas gathering at Vjie's house :) having a Potato fest haha , everything was about potatoes , guess we wouldn't eat potato within these few months ^^ and yes, I learnt how to make "Sandwiches" >___< I know I am a lousy cook, even sandwiches also don't know how to make. I love to feel the love when someone cooks for me :)
- the most crazy night to spend your xMas is ----- coding :| haha but yet, it was memorable too, spent a night at SH's house and helping "pretty Alicia" to touch up on her JSTL assignment ^^ a good day to remember
- 25 Dec : vivastudio meeting at our lovely supervisor house , yes she is more than a lecturer, a supervisor, a mentor to us. She 's such a kind, warm and devoted Christian. From her, I slowly start to believe in God, despite my parents are Catholic, I am still a free thinker. but from her, I start to believe in him, for me it was because I have no one else to believe in, and yes I choose him to Believe in. Because I know he will always listen to me, he won't betray me and he'll definitely support me. How pathetic I am !!
yes, It is my life in this year -- being much up and down the whole year, but the good thing is that ..... I turn into a better person and I know / realise it :) guess it was because of all things I had gone through.
As compared to me myself in 2010 and way before, I was too much occupied by my work, by my little aim and thus, I seemed to ignored people around me, my family, my friend and my love. I turned them down when they needed me, reason being because I was too busy, goal-oriented to achieve my things - without realising that I was hurting them day by day . I achieved my things without satisfaction .How could I ever feel satisfied when they were not with me anymore when I got my achievements.
Luckily, in this year I realised my mistake and happily, I know what I should and have to do. I treasure every little moment I have with them. I learn how to let things go and learn to forgive and forget as well. Forgive all the hatred, all the sadness I give / receive from others - it is definitely an endless issue if I don't open up myself to others and keep holding that hatred with me.
Meeting great people and let them influenced you - that is the best thing I receive this year . Thank everyone of you for making my life turn into a better way.
Last but not least, for some certain people in my life, I am sincerely sorry for not keeping my promise to you, I couldn't be the one I promised you to, I couldn't be the one who bring you all the things I promised and make it come true . yet I know for now, You have been receiving it from other , and I 'm glad you are having a good life ahead - without me. I seriously and sincerely wish you happiness, luck for all the things you are aiming for.
Thank you everyone, without you guys/ gals - I couldn't be the one I am know . May our friendship grows stronger over the years . I will certainly always be here when you guys need me !
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 <3
