no matter ...

No matter how beautiful or pitiful your past was, You could not do anything about it anymore. So move on & live a new life.

Since you have decided to leave my side & move on with your life, I shall respect your decision & support you, no matter how hard it could struck me .

Feeling like I have 2 lives in my life. Whenever I come back there & then come back here again, I always feel there is an extremely difference, both feel like coming home for me. But if I have to choose one, I think I would want to stay here, even though I still have my family over there,  but yeah, this is my choice and I won't regret !


 " Je n'aime que toi et seulement toi - I love you one and only..
Même si je meurs avant toi, j'emporterai ton amour avec moi - Even if I die before you, I’ll take your love with me..
Je promets de t'aimer pour toujours - I promise to love you forever.   "

Wish to have one person who could understand what I am feeling right now, what I have been through these time, what I have experienced so far.

It would be a lie if I say I don't need a person who stands by me, supports me & gives me strength morally & physically. Feeling so weak & down at this moment, But yet I have to move on in life. Sometimes at a certain point in time, I do seriously need a person to stand by me, but again, feeling disappointed realizing the fact that there is no one could be here with me.

Day by day, strangers pass by, friends pass by, relatives pass by . yet no one stops by & wait for me. Here the life's pace is not that fast as compared to others, I still have time to do some stuffs but yah the loneliness is still there, existing lively with me - another lively-yet-deadly creature in this Life.

Do feel like running away from all these things, yet every time I think about it, that person's question once again echoes in my mind " Would you forever run away from matters like this ? " Sometimes wishing that I suddenly lost some particular memory in my mind, so that I could turn over a new leaf. Like drama, like ....  < --- yah I know it's lame. 

It's not that I miss you, yes I repeat again one more time, I don't miss you anymore & it's true. whatever I write here is because of some certain things happened and it made me tired.




 " Je n'aime que toi et seulement toi - I love you one and only..
Même si je meurs avant toi, j'emporterai ton amour avec moi - Even if I die before you, I’ll take your love with me.. 
Je promets de t'aimer pour toujours - I promise to love you forever.   " 




 " Je n'aime que toi et seulement toi - I love you one and only..
Même si je meurs avant toi, j'emporterai ton amour avec moi - Even if I die before you, I’ll take your love with me.. 
Je promets de t'aimer pour toujours - I promise to love you forever.   " 



 " Je n'aime que toi et seulement toi - I love you one and only..
Même si je meurs avant toi, j'emporterai ton amour avec moi - Even if I die before you, I’ll take your love with me.. 
Je promets de t'aimer pour toujours - I promise to love you forever.   " 


I love reading these lines SO MUCH <3

big big admiration for the one who wrote it ( of course it is not me )