“当失落的时候，你不在身边。

为什么，生活好转后，你才出现，你认为你还值得待在我身边吗? "



我是真的好累了

Trying to learn how to love my life although it already sucks 

We - human being should really learn how to forgive and move on.

Of course, people makes mistakes in their entire life and of course, you and I are no exception. But come on, at the end of this life, what is the point of holding your anger, your selfish . What For ? when the time comes, we need to leave this life and go to another place, so what else can you bring along with ? Be selfish, be angry, be stupid, be dump for what .. 

I don't tell you to really forgive and forget for what had happened, whatever happened were already done, nothing can be undo, nothing can be changed. So at least learn to forgive and move on. No matter how you hold your anger in, no matter how you want to take revenge, it is only going to hurt everyone. You are unconsciously hurting yourself, your family members. 

It's just so sad to have to see these kind of things like this . It really sucks. 

I feel so sad for you, at this moment in your life, you are supposed to live care-free, without anything to worry much. Damn it, I feel sorry for you but sadly I couldn't do anything for you as well. 

Let's hope, pray and leave everything else to God's hands. If that is what He wants you to go through, then so be it.